Danny Popey

emotional much?

2011-05-22T23:33:00.006+08:00

I've been like very emotional for days...

I just don't know why...

I... had really great moments with friends lately...

and now I realize that my friends are leaving me...

I just don't know what to say...

I am just soooo sad...

that they are going for their scholarships interviews...

and I am not...

and once they get their scholarships...

I am all alone again...

I just ... I just feel like wanna cry now...

oh noooo...

I feel like this is a total abandon...

I just need my friends to stay longer with me...

especially azim..

he's been very nice to me lately..

we've spent a lot of time together lately...

and... he's gonna leave me and this country in july or maybe august or maybe earlier..

and I feel like..

I just don't wanna go to the future if that things happen..

and..

at this point..

I am supposed to be happy as the uni life's coming..

but I just don't know why I feel sad and emotional...

huh....

oh my god...

I cannot stand crying all night because of this..

I just wish... I don't know...

I am just too emotional right now..

like I said...

the tragedy that happened to me few years ago changed me forever..

I used to be just a happy-go-lucky guy..

my friends always saw me happy..

but now..

I am too emotional..

I am not what I used to be..

and..

the fact that my mom's gone already..

makes the abandonment issue worse...

u know..

when we grow up..

we figure out who's our true friend..

who's our true best friend..

who's the one that stays with us..

the one that's really nice to us...

the one that puts a smile on our face...

the one that's always be there whenever u need them..

I really do think that I have figured everything out already..

but now...

I just wanna spend my time with my friends before they go..

I know they will be back..

I just dont think that I can't handle it when sending my friends off..

because when I cry..

I look totally ugly..

and I swear u dont wanna see that... =/

and I need to calm down..

I am gonna believe the lie of the century that always works..

"everything's gonna be fine"

and I just wish my friends best of luck for their scholarships..

and I will prove to you that one day..

I'll get one..

but for now..

my family needs me more..

my dad, my sisters and brother...

they need me...

and I need them more than anything else..

and one more thing..

I think I am falling for someone..

and I know..

at this point of my life..

I should be career-minded..

at some points, I do think I am..

but lots of points, I don't think I am...

I am not gonna tell the person..

I am just gonna keep it inside me..

even though I know..

it's hard.. it's painful.. it's killing..

but it's for the best...

I should be off now..

see u next time..

Vacay with friends.

2011-05-21T08:52:00.015+08:00

whoaaa... i've been busy with life and I totally forgot about my blog... sorry for that, readers... life's been good and happier, merrier.. whatever... so happy now...

hmmmmm... I'm just gonna update what I had recently...

my short-term memory is not that good... wack~

alright.... 3 days ago... I went for a vacation with friends... to be specific, with azim, wajdi and herrady... at Mangrove Paradise Resort...

it was super super super awesome!

I feel like I wanna go there again... OMG!

ok ok...

we checked in on 18th... at 2pm...

well... before that...

me and azim got some shopping to do...

we bought some snacks and drinks...

alright.. back to Mangrove Paradise...

we were soooo impatient...

we used 2 rooms... but we actually did ask the resort if we could use just 1 room.. but couldnt.. so just let it be~

below are some of the photos taken during the days...

and I am telling the story along the way...

check-in moment... sooooo impatient

calling wajdi... 'cause he was late...

our stuff!!

I shared this room with azim... we spent most of the time here... wajdi and herrady in the other room... we used it to perform prayers...

the swimming pool....

everything was settled.. we played cards...

the restaurant... from our room...

a very long runway... felt like walking on a real runway... banar~

the surau~

our rooms... 13 and 14...

this was the view from our rooms.. sooo breathe-taking...

then... it was game time! xbox 360! I want it one!

ahh.. our snacks... more than enough for 1 night

that was the homestay... we're planning on that lagi next time...

lawakan???

focus focus focus....

preparing.... fishing!!!

they didnt fish.. they did games!!

while fishing... the kampong nearby~

pigang cacing... me and azim gali bnrnyaa... like.. ewwww... but had to...

focus focus focus...

and I caught a star fish! didnt expect that~

not one.. but TWO!!! my nene ckp they are ubat... i just knew that msa check out sudah.. damn~

messy bedroom!

this was wajdi and herrady's bedroom... smart masih!

azim... last minute work! kan mengajar tuition kul 7pm.. tp that time kul 5 lalu sudah... haish.. last minute work!

errrrr... my thighs look big!!!!

rehat~

evening view~

hungry... so we went out to hunt food...

we went to tamu selera~

returned to our chalet at 11.30pm... but arah reception tutup.. so we got to sneak in dari security rooms... hahahaa

mcm apa drg main aaaaa... hahaha

messier~ we slept at 3++am...

rise and shine... that was wajdi!

azim~ inda mau bangun~ tidur nya g gundah... errrr... I couldnt sleep that day.. i dont know... =/ so i saw everything that azim did! hahahahahaha...

bangun bangun~

swimming at 7am... siuk lah... omg.. i miss this...

we played games... main carah.. main sambung sambung ayat.. main kinda "truth".. omg... siuk lah!

returend to our rooms at 9am...

eksen eksen mancing...

I didnt know this.. time aku mandi ne ia gambar diri sendiri... hahahahaha

us! herrady, kau liat apa tu aaaa?

neeee nah urg minta gambar aaaaaa....

check-out moment

while waiting for wajdi's dad to come.. we played chest! this was at 12++pm

then... wajdi got home...

so left with me, azim and herrady..

so we kinda went for a hangout..

i was totally sleepy... but okay laaa.. still could handle it...

we went to yayasan... wohooo~ sunyi yo!

and then.. went home around 4.30pm...

azim sent herrady first then me the last one...

oh gosh.. i miss this already!

ok that's all buddies... bye bye bye..

oh yeah... britanni won ANTM cycle 16!

yeay~~~~

total package...

strong photos... strong walk... fierce fierce fierce!

Preparation for teaching.

2011-05-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

finally, the day has come.

my first day of teaching... eh no no.. I should say... my first night of teaching...

phew phew..

I really really think that I should make a very good first impression...

because...

u know...

the students are gonna tell their parents that they have a new teacher...

and I dont want them to tell their parents something like this...

"kami ada cigu baru tapi cigu kami tuu inda bisai mengajar"

nauzubillah... I NEVER WANT THAT...

I am actually prepared... for today... later...

and and... just wish me luck...

last thursday... was a hangout with azim...

it was like.. the whole day...

first we went to mangrove paradise for the booking fee...

then we went to yayasan for breakfast... and

then to Immigration department to get my sister's IC...

then home at 11.30am...

then sambung g jalan at 3.30pm...

to berkin tuition school to get textbooks...

then to the mall...

dinner...

karaoke...

watched Thor 3D.. awesome movie... 8/10!

then shopped...

and went home at 10pm...

was a great day...

spent like $160...

azim only spent like $50 that day...

dude... I gotta learn to save my money...

and and...

actually... azim reminds me of my late mother...

my late mother was a saver...

and didnt like to buy expensive stuff...

like azim!

I think I should learn that...

and I am sorry for the short post...

I am soooo sleepy now...

and out of brain juice...

bye. bye. bye.

when a dream comes true.

2011-05-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

LOTs of great things happening lately...

first one that I wanna bring up is....

I GOT A JOB!

isnt that awesome?

and it's a tuition teacher....

OMG... like OH-MAA-GOD!

being a teacher is all i ever wanted since I was a baby..

ok that's too much... since I was little...

it's like... a dream comes true...

well even though... it's just a tuition teacher..

but still... IT'S A TEACHER!

I'll be teaching year 8 science at BERKIN Tuition School, Serusop...

phew... I hope everything's gonna be fine...

and I'm kinda nervous as well...

'cause...

even though I've done like sooo many presentation...

but teaching is a bit different.. I guess...

well.. I did teaching in class last year... and yeah..

but STILL... NERVOUS...

plus.. it's my VERY FIRST JOB...

and I don't wanna mess it up...

it's a beginning of a brand new life...

I am no more a penganggur...

and not to forget...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

without DOA pada yang satu...

I won't be getting this job...

YA ALLAH... SESUNGGUHNYA AKU BERSYUKUR ATAS SEGALA NIKMAT YANG TELAH ENGKAU BERIKAN...

well.. few days ago...

me and azim went to mangrove paradise resort..

our intention was actually to check out places for this June for some kind of activity...

but then...

mangrove paradise caught my attention...

and...

we were planning to sleepover there...

okay.. not us alone...

we'll bring wajdi and herrady as well...

then... we got to somewhere around pintu malim area...

and there... we got into a boat.. and traveled around the kg. ayer area..

IT WAS AWESOME!

thanks azim...

it was a great experience...

and I am soo gonna miss u when u're in England...

ok forget about that...

let's just focus on what's happening now...

ok on the next day...

I went to SHIKIN'S house...

OMG... I felt like... old times...

I mean...

we were just good friends...and we are still...

she doesnt change...

she is like the old shikin.. the laugh.. the voice.. the way she speaks... OMG

i am sooo glad...

she noticed that my voice changed... as well as the shape of my face...

and my hair...

wow... gooood times... gooooooooood times...

and shikin knows azim... interesting...

she said that azim was known as Mr. Bean at ugama school..

because when their tcer asked him to read in front of the class..

he was like... scratching his head... and awkward...

HAHAHAA....

azimm azimm...

u're becoming more and more interesting...

and lastly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER...

ABDUL WAFIY BIN RAMADAN...

SEMOGA MENJADI ANAK YANG SOLEH...

GOD BLESS YOU...

flashback

2011-04-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

waaaa... it's been like a while...

well... if u're kinda waiting for a new post..

then here it is...

I've been busy playing games nowadays...

I downloaded 'em from torrent anyway..

and also..

I've been busy learning a new language..

it's KOREAN baby..

my sister bought the dictionary last 2 weeks...

since she's like... not reading it like often-ly...

well.. why not grab that chance.. it's kinda fun actually...

but a bit complicated when it comes to pronouncing some of the words...

and hard to memorize em...

cause most of the words end with "mida" or "seyo".. like that...

it's just... confusing...

oh yeah.. my old friend just added me on facebook...

OMG.. I miss her so much...

she's kinda... my childhood best friend..

I'd been with her like more than 10 years...

then she appears now...

we talked about our childhood memories...

like OMG... I feel like wanting to go back to the past...

like It was soooo beautiful and amazing.. and awesome...

she knew everything about me...

oh yeah.. I should tell u her name... it's SHIKIN...

wow... it's just wow...

I almost forgot how I look like in the past..

I mean.. I am talking about personality.. admires... yeah...

like... she knew! and she still remembers all of em...

I totally forgot that I was always on top when I was in form 1 till form 3...

yeah... it was like... no.1 in class was my fixed position in every exam...

like seriously... I forgot what I got...

and it was sooo fun to see my friends competing for better positions in class...

like... I felt like I should give them chances to be like.. no.2 at least..

but yeah.. I didnt... well..

that was long time ago before I become dumb like now...

I completely forgot...

wow... I used to be that great... but now... I should like start everything over again...

I struggle to get better positions...

and struggle everything.. like... wow..

we wont be always on top... and I got that!

I understand how it feels to be on top and how it feels to be in the middle or bottom...

this is life...

phew... it feels so great to flashback all the memories...

and she still rmembers that I really admired khuzaimah...

hahahaa... yeah... and still.. I am still admiring her...

I just dont know...

but everytime I meet her.. I feel uneasy... like... phew.. hard to expain...

she gives me some sort of feeling that I cant look her face...

because she's just too beautiful to me.. hahahaa..

alright alright.. I should stop before I get tooo emotional... and

like seriously.. u dont want that to happen... =)

megastructures

2011-04-12T02:26:00.003+08:00

X-reed 4000

pyramid city

I am just not sure when these buildings are gonna be completely built...

'cause they may take like 100 years...

and by the time the buildings are finished I am gonna be too old...

or maybe... completely buried...

I like skyscrapers but I do think that x-reed is too much!

look at that... that's a height of a mountain...

and I have no idea how people are gonna survive up there...

plus.. it's gonna be built in JAPAN!

like... alright~ that's sooo not safe...

burj khalifa...

this skyscraper is already perfect...

but Dubai's gonna build more skyscrapers...

one of tanda tanda hari khiamat...~ omg...

u can go to http://www.burjkhalifa.ae for more info about burj khalifa...

I am actually amazed with everything about burj khalifa...

inside and outside...

it's just soooo spectacular...and sophisticated...

I don't feel appreciated.

2011-04-11T22:53:00.004+08:00

what is wrong with people around me?

I mean... why is everyone not appreciating my kindness?

like... I am sooo sad... and angry right now...

I am sorry...

I mean like.. something happened just now...

It went like this..

I went to my sisters' bedroom and asked my youngest sister to give me the picture that I took yesterday from her laptop...

and I was waiting and waiting and waiting...

and suddenly she said that the laptop was kinda lagging...

and then she was like... "esuk saja waaa"

and I was like... "eh dari tadi ku tunggu... awal ane saja"

then she was like.. disconnect the pendrive off her laptop...

urghh... I was so mad and am still mad!

like... transferring data is just that simple...

and I was asking her that damn simple thing... and she couldnt fulfill it?

it was not just that thing... she did this like many times already...

I just feel like... she doesnt appreciate me...

I have been teaching her maths since she was form 3...

and I believe that I was the one who turned her to be good in maths...

she got B4 in PMB... then a B3 in o level...

and she still doesnt appreciate me?

I feel like running away from this house...

both my sisters dont appreciate me...

they just take me as a joke...

I feel... I dont know...

I just need someone right now to calm me down...

and I was expecting someone to get online on facebook and that someone didnt appear online..

huh...

I just.... need to calm down.. I know..

but I wish, for once in my life, I feel appreciated...

Allah, please give me strength

I just feel like I can't handle this...

why is Pia gone?

2011-04-10T01:45:00.004+08:00

seriously, I was totally pissed when I watched the last results episode of American Idol 10...

my favorite and yet, the best contestant in the competition was eliminated...

PIA TOSCANO...

she's like... the next CELINE DION...

and now she's gone... like urgh... I'm pissed and mad...

and I got no reason to watch the show again...

but thank god that Stefano is still in there...

but still...

before this... I was always looking forward to Pia singing...

I wish that she would still be competing in the show... and

I really wish that JACOB (kalau menyanyi ia OVER!) would have been eliminated...

but he's still F-ing there...

every time he sings on the show, I am like pissed!

alright... enough of that...

I am sooo not over it...

yesterday was supposed to be my hangout with Azmi...

but since he was like.. busy with AF... then the hangout got cancelled...

or I should say... postponed?

and I didn't know that it was stupidity or not that I had to buy new clothes just to hangout with him?

hahaha... I know right... don't mention it..

and since the hangout was cancelled... the money that I had saved was used to buy stuff.. unnecessary stuff..

hahaha... so there's not gonna be another hangout this month.... I think...

'cause all the money has been used up...

not all... almost all...

well.. gotta save some... who knows that there might be some kind of emergency?

speaking of AF...

so far.... there's like no favorite contestant...

well honestly... I watched all the AF seasons...

and i think this year might be the worst...

AF2 is still the best!

I am looking forward to someone who could be the next Shima or Sheila Majid or Ziana Zain..

but... blaaaaaaa....

AF contestants this year are like "blaaaaaaaa"

I find one student who got perfect pitch every time SHE sings on stage...

her name is Lena...

and I honestly don't like the stage... like... so not professional...

I know they are trying something new... but the new thing is like "blaaaaa"

nothing special.. just saying...

oh yeah...
I already started teaching last friday...

well.. it's kinda private actually...

I mean... I teach PSR maths at my house..

free of charge...

'cause there's only like.. one student..

I am ikhlas...

and I think this is a good practice for me before I do the REAL teaching...

there's a song that stuck in my head right now..

it's called... KALAU CINTA by Aliff Aziz feat. Joanna

hahaa.. the song is soooo catchy...

like I listen to it over and over again...

I like Aliff's voice... soooo hot!

and I should be getting some sleep right now...

'cause I'll be going somewhere later with my sisters and stepmother..

and.. good bye...

this is nice

2011-04-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

update for april 4th & 5th

2011-04-05T13:08:00.004+08:00

yesterday was totally unexpected...

I mean... I really didn't have a plan to go 'hangout' with Azim...

well the purpose was actually job hunting...

I considered that as a hangout as well...

'cause after the job hunting, we were like...having dinner at Taurean Cafe..

it was a total rush for me 'cause my CV was not really complete...

but... yeah... I managed to complete it...

and also the application letter was done...

but the problem was... my printer was running out of ink...

and that totally drove me crazy...

but if there's a problem, there must be a solution..

so we went to cyber cafe and printed 'em there...

problems solved!

I applied for a job as a tuition teacher...

yester-night... we went to like 4 tuition schools around serusop area...

among all the 4, Berkin tuition school is my favorite...

I just don't know why...

but it doesn't matter if I got hired at any of the 4...

I want to teach physics or maths... or both... at O level or A level..

because I was thinking that maybe... this could help me to strengthen my knowledge on both..

but It was kinda funny as well last night...

I mean... Azim was wearing a very smart attire while I was wearing the tatty one...

HAHAHA...

I really thought that the owners of the tuition schools there were like

"FIRST IMPRESSION = NOT GOOD"

well... first impression is never always correct...

and I've never thought that applying for a tuition teacher is that SIMPLE? EASY?

just enter the admin room.. give CV and letter... that's it...

yeah... and they did some kind of job interviews on us as well...

but yeah... I've never expected myself to be that "fluent" in English especially in INTERVIEWS...

I am not saying that I am proud of myself... but I am just surprised?

because talking to a person that is interviewing me is almost impossible for me...

maybe I have grown up...

u know... It's kinda awkward for me... like...

Sir Charles did interview me 2 years ago... and u know what... it sucked!

alright... about teaching...

hmmmm... I dont really know how to teach people like teachers at schools actually...

BUT...

last year... my maths teacher did ask me to teach maths in front of the class...

and my teacher said it was a WELL-DONE...

she also said that my teaching was very crystal clear that could make students absorb easily...

well.. she said that to me personally...

If I get hired... I actually dont have any idea how to teach...

but I will try my best...

today... I'm planning to stay home and rest...

nothing much to do...

and last but not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRI...

april fool sucks

2011-04-04T00:02:00.007+08:00

I just feel like blogging right now...

even though I am like super sleepy.. but never mind...

I can still handle this...

and of course... my post here is not related to the topic up there..

'cause I cant think of any name...

OMG... guess what?

my usu just returned my uncle's car..

u know what that means?

the car will be temporarily mine until my father buys me a new car...

or maybe a second hand one...

I was thinking of buying suzuki swift...

yeah... suzuki swift...

'cause we cant afford to buy expensive cars..

my dad's income is only like $3000...

he has to pay for his virago $500 a month...

and thank goodness that he doesnt have to pay for our cars...

'cause they have been paid already...

but never mind...

my dad has given me enough already...

I receive $200+ every month from my dad...

maybe I am just too greedy...

I need to get over this attitude...

and it's time to keep my promise to a friend of mine...

who requested to go hangout...

alright... again.. it's a HIM...

he's from tutong anyway...

so the plan is...

I have to fetch him at tutong... then go to bandar... hangout.. then get him home safely...

then me gets home...

I dont mind actually even though it sounds soooo tiring...

and I was thinking of hanging out with my sisters this thursday...

u know.. movie... pizza... that kind of stuff..

before my sister, zaza goes to tutong..

and I also got some stuff to buy...

like clothes...shave foam...powder...shampoo..etc...

oh yeah... speaking of sisters...

my other sister.. izzah... is having a really busy sixth form life now..

she got like tons of homework everyday...

hahaa.. honestly...

I didnt experience that when I was in lower sixth...

i mean.. I got homework but didnt finish em... hahaa... I was like soooo lazy...

but I overcame that lazy attitude when I went to PTEM (upper sixth)

I am quite satisfied with my attitude when I was in PTEM..

hahaha... bangga~

no lah... I mean.. I wish I would continue this attitude when I got into Uni...

and it's been decided that I am gonna do applied physics... if UBD accepts me for Bachelor of Science..

I love physics more than maths...

and everytime I look at my physics notes here in my room..

I feel... sad... 'cause I didnt manage to get an A or at least a B in A Level...

even though my teacher, miss nicole, believed that I would get a great grade...

I am just sooo sad that I might disappoint her...

looking at those marks my teacher had given me for exercises and homework makes me even sad... or I should say.. disappointed with myself? that I feel like hanging myself...

HAHAA...

but... that's not gonna change my interest in physics...

I LOVE PHYSICS...

well... if u ask me something about physics right now...

I am afraid that I might not be able to answer any..

'cause I need to refresh my mind with my notes...

'cause...

AGAIN>>>I AM HAVING A HOLIDAY...

guess what? NO MONDAY BLUES...

and I know how suck monday blues is...

oh yeah... I got one achievement today that I feel that I should be proud of myself...

I can sing FOR YOU IT'S SEPARATION, TO ME IT'S WAITING..

u know.. the one that I mentioned in the previous post...

hahaaa...

I can sing it like VERY WELL...

but I know the fact that my voice sucks makes me feel like... embarrassed to sing it in front of people..

but I do sing it well...

I hope one day I can perform it on stage...

'cause it's been like so long since I performed on stage...

alright alright..

time to get going.. bye

been busy

2011-04-02T03:50:00.003+08:00

I was KINDA busy these past few days...

I was just... trying to make my life merrier..

at least I got something to do, right?

I dont want the NO-LIFE to be haunting me...

that makes me dumb... 'cause I dont wanna be dumb... or dumber than before..

even though I feel like so.. but I'm not gonna admit it...

did I just admit it?... never mind...

it's just a warm-up 'cause it's been like 3 days since I last updated my blog...

want to know why I was busy?

KOREAN DRAMA FEVER, baby!

been watching

SUNGKYUNKWAN SCANDAL...

I love this so damn much....

main characters: (from left)

micky yoochun as lee sun joon

soong joong ki as gong yong ha

yoo ah in as moon jae shin

park min young as kim yoon hee

I like gong yong ha here...

I mean like... soong joong ki really did well...

hahaha... and the face.. waaaaa cute...

and kim yoon hee here...

omg.. soooo pretty...

and I am impressed with moon jae shin...

in the drama... he is like sooo tatty but when he wears

the korean traditional clothes what-so-ever...

he's like "BAM!!"

and i have never thought that micky can act.. like soooo well...

he fits the character really well...

everything about this drama is perfect!

and the theme song by HERO...

BAM... it blows me away...

and his voice

soooooooo beautiful...

(p/s: I like this photo of jaejoong anyway)

the song is called... for you it's separation, to me it's waiting...

he really did a good job...

I mean.. I've never thought jaejoong (hero) can sing like that...

I will definitely learn the melody...

the song makes me overly emotional..

hahaaa..

alright people...

time to get some sleep...

and sorry for the short post anyway...

you can't always get what you want

2011-03-29T00:26:00.005+08:00

last 2 nights, Ameer shared me a link that directed me to his Indonesian friend's blog

and this friend of Ameer's (it's a SHE) posted something like

"kata kata itu adalah doa"

I am actually impressed with the post.

because the girl always gets what she wants, BUT in unexpected ways.

she said... the secret of it is... something like always believe that u will get what u want..

this really catches my attention...

I mean... do I always believe that I am gonna get what I want?

even If I believe it, there might be some doubts...

because I am afraid that I might get disappointed...

which lead to despair... losing hope... what so ever

I never want that to happen...

the song "u cant always get what u want" makes me believe it that way...

and yes...

I dont always get what I want...

or maybe... I should say... I NEVER always get what I REALLY want...

is it because of the doubts?

if it is... I will try to believe...

sometimes I feel like psychic...

I mean like.. when I dream about something at night, the next day or the days after, that something happens..

but I just try not to believe this psychic thing 'cause...

u know.. it's nonsense... obviously duh~

I am not the psychic twins that can tell future..

but sometimes, what I dream about isnt true.. like...

last time, I dreamed that I got A*BB for my A level.. but it didnt happen...

and it turned out to be way worse-er...

hahaa.. day dreaming!

sometimes, I feel like I am a loner...

u know it's sooo stupid that I thought my friends and family didn't appreciate my presence in this world..

hahaha.. I know right~!!

and for that reason... it makes me more KARIT nowadays...

long time ago, I always gave presents to friends...

even though I knew I wasted sooo much money buying em...

but It felt sooo good...

but now... ahaha... u have to impress me...

or like.. make me feel like giving u something for birthday

I already got one friend that I am planning to give a gift for HIS birthday...

yes.. it's a HIS... so what...

my best friend... bunny.

I mean... I call him bunny.. figure out urself who he is... hahaha...

it's a plan..

u know the reason why I wanna give him a gift?

'cause he gave me a simple gift that means everything to me...

oh oh wait... I'm not in love okay..

he's just my best friend...

copy that!

ONLY SPECIAL PERSONS WILL GET GIFTS FROM ME.

so for those who I already gave a gift, consider urself as special to me.

ah! I just remember something...

since I am like enjoying my holiday now...

I think I should take this opportunity to learn other languages...

top on my list is chinese (mandarin)...

then... korean or japanese or thai... or spanish... ooo I am sooo lovin' it...

2 days ago I found very good dictionaries at Best Eastern...

oh yeah.. I am soooo gonna buy em.. soon...

as soon as I got my money!

last but not least...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BABU MASKUPAH.

get tall

2011-03-27T18:30:00.004+08:00

If being skinny is all that women have ever wanted.

then being tall is all that men have ever wanted. I THINK!

getting taller is one of the things that I've ever wanted since I was 16.

and now I am 19. and I am still short.

and in class, I am one of the shortest or most probably, one of the shortest in school or the worst case, one of the shortest in the whole country.

i think it's fine for girls...

but for me, a normal teenage boy... it's something that I called abnormal...

even though I am Asian, I still need to get taller in order to get better confidence and self-esteem.

I am 157cm now.... and I think 165cm is fine in Brunei...

it's like I still need to grow like 8cm more... that's a long way to go, baby

and...

due to the fact that I am 19, I am still a bit worried...

I was like "can I grow taller?"

because... most said that people will stop growing at the age of 18...

I hope that is not true...

but of course, just hoping is obviously not the solution to my problem..

I need to do a little work out...

stretching and stuff...

and.... pray to the almighty..

as the matter fact..

being short is not bad at all...

'cause I think, short defines me...

and people around me have seen me as a short person for years...

and they accept me just the way I am...

and I think that people will have no idea what I would look like If I am tall...

hahaa...

I have no idea as well...

plus... I don't want to really hope for this 'cause I might get disappointed and despair...

and that is sooooo not good...

ah... since I am like "enjoying" my long holiday...

I think I should try to do anything that can make me taller...

well... uni life is like 4 months away...

I don't wanna waste my time...

I will never know If I don't try...

and I have to be patient..

'cause patience is virtue

see you.

update for march 25

2011-03-26T01:56:00.003+08:00

it's 1.56am now...

I've just finished watching the love of siam..

my 2nd time actually...

and I cried at the end...

it was sooo touching...

I think I have explained almost everything about the movie and dont make me explain it again this time 'cause u might not wanna know it...

hahahaa...

alright, here's the real update...

got up at 11am... got into shower...

breakfast... and got ready for sembahyang jumaat at 12.15...

in the afternoon, just sitting in front of my laptop..

then sleeping... then... got up..

shower... dinner... laptop...

hahaha... that's pretty much my life now..

like seriously, I need a job to make my life happier...

well, I am happy now.. syukur for that..

but it's not wrong if we wanna make it better, right?

oh yeah... my uda said "makin lampuh jua si dinil ane"

she calls me DINIL btw... hahaha...

and I don't think I am fat...

well.. comparing my weight this year with last yr and the yr before..

last yr was 57/58kg.... and now is like 53kg only...

and when I was in lower sixth i.e 2009, my weight was only like 50kg.. or maybe less than that..

my uncle called me fat once 2 months ago...

'cause he last saw me in dec 2009. I think he saw the comparison..

so I don't really care actually even though I sound like I care...

well... I am actually...

and and... my butt is getting thinner...

oh my god... so sad that I don't have my JLo butt anymore..

'cause my butt was once called JLo butt by belle...

not once actually...but like many times...

here comes the emotional one...

I'm just wondering...

why can't I live like a normal person?

I mean like...

not being able to see colours like others do..

not being able to see things without contact lenses or spectacles..

not being able to have good skin...

why?

It's not that I'm blaming the god...

but... I wish I could find the reasons..

for the eczyma thingy, sometimes I feel sooo ashamed

like.. I have to cover the infected skin so that people won't see it...

and at night... It's like I have to wake up from sleep just to scratch my skin...

urghh.... why am I whining?

and yes.. I got colour blindness...

the reason why I didn't tell people about this before is that...

I was in a conversation with my friends...

and they thought "colour blindness" was a joke...

and I felt sooo embarrassed that I promised myself that I would never tell anyone...

I only told to certain people that I trusted...

It's not that I don't see colours...

I see colours... but I just don't know what the colours are...

not all colours anyway...

I can't differentiate between orange and green sometimes..

or like purple and blue... or red and brown...

yeah...

but I get used to it...

i have been living in this world for 19 years, not knowing colours...

and alhamdulillah, I manage to survive...

bah.. I'm sleepy.. bye..

crush crush crush

2011-03-25T15:28:00.003+08:00

crush. having a crush on someone is not something that u can proud of.

'cause it is so painful.

I mean... the painful part is when it comes to missing someone at night before u get some sleep...

I hate it.

I really wish I could not have this feeling to anyone.

like I said, it's painful.

my heart is like... damn. I wish I could explain this.

I don't want to be like this.

have u ever experienced like when u miss someone or think of someone at night, it gets u so sleepless?

that's how I feel every time I miss someone soooooo badly.

last night was a total sleepless night for me.

why why why?

urghhh.... why u? (p/s: u know who u are, I think)

alright.. seriously it comes and goes naturally...

I don't date anyone lately...

but.... urghhhh...

just URGH!

don't take it seriously guys 'cause

ok... the person that I have crushed on... is actually... an artist from other country...

HAHAHA...

I know it sounds silly.. but it's the truth..

damn.

I've never felt like this to artist before.. OMG.

bah.. thanks for wasting ur time reading my blog. =)

the love of siam

2011-03-24T00:03:00.004+08:00

alright... first of all... u need to be gay in order to read this post...

hahahaa... just kidding..

I mean.. u have to be a little bit open-minded here...

or don't read this post...

It's one of the most amazing love movies that I have ever watched.

alright, honestly, this is my first time watching a gay-genre movie.

but let me tell u something...

this film is totally safe.

it doesn't show u any "adult" thing...

the only thing that might be distracting is the gay kiss..

but overall... it's completely safe.. and don't ask me to tell u like "it's safe" again..

there's nothing on this film that can make u feel like aroused?

the film doesn't focus on the gay thing actually...

it focuses on love, friendships, dreams, music and family...

mostly focuses on family...

about losing ur loved one is not gonna be easy...

about being alone...

about hope..

the storyline is just perfect...

everyone can watch...

the film doesn't tell that gay couples live happily ever after like disney's princes and princesses..

but it tells the gays to choose the right path...

and...

it is just wonderful...

I mean like... I didn't expect the film to be having such a very good ending...

the main characters are mew and tong...

they don't actually "couples" in this movie..

they're just... fallin in love with each other...

u can just google it and read it from wikipedia for more actually...

this is mew...

and this is tong...

well... there's such thing as men love men...

but this film... really gives a very good option...

it's when tong says something like this to mew...

"I can't be your boyfriend, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you"

the picture above is my favorite scene in this movie...

it's when mew singing a love song for tong...

i know it sounds gay but hey...

it's just OMG..

I totally love the emotions and expressions..

like...

yeah.. If someone singing to me that song...

my heart will definitely be touched...

I know I sound so gay here...

but.. this movie is just amazing...

and the theme song is like OMG...

the melody is spectacular...

the lyrics are sooooooooo touching

I was like "OMG...who wrote that song?"

and mew is the real singer...

he has such a goooood voice...

I got some issues here...

why do so many damn good love songs are in languages beside malay and english?

I mostly found the really touched love songs in other langs..

like korea... and thailand..

I found a lot in korean language..

It's just.. I wish I could sing them in malay or english...

alright alright... enough with the gay thing..

let's get back to the right path...

hahahahaa...

"as long as there's love, there's hope"

Yusuf Islam - your mother

2011-03-23T02:25:00.003+08:00

Who should I give my love to?

My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I stay rigt close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

birthday

2011-03-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

md. khairul azmi.

places that I wanna go

2011-03-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

let me tell u something...

there's one place that I really wanna go soo badly...

and I know how the condition of that place is but I don't care..

I just wanna go there.. in future...

that is PARIS...

the reason why I wanna go there is that...

im in love with eiffel tower...

and....

I promised to this dear friend that we will go there one day...

well... it's a PROMISE...

and also...

I like skyscrappers...

sometimes I waste my time watching videos and pictures of em...

I just don't know why...

like... it comes sooo naturally

that I am amazed with em...

especially..

THIS ONE!

burj dubai...

and by looking at this...

u can tell urself that it is the tallest building in the world...

I really wish I could go there one day...

and... not to forget...

so fascinating...

oh I can feel it...

u can't feel it?

OMG.. u're weird..

wedding ceremony

2011-03-21T00:25:00.005+08:00

well hello everybody...

yester-night.. I went to bridex to attend a wedding ceremony

it was between Saiful Bahrin and Siti Badriyah..

oh yeah.. u can see them on tv...

'cause they are.. newsreaders.

the ceremony was very unique...

I like the pelamin so much...

simple.. but major~

there were performances as well..

from group 69, dancers, fakhrul razi, etc...

this photo was taken when we were already home..

look at me in there... tinggi songkok ku! OMG...

but i like it...

oh yeah.. something happened before we got in to the hall...

I almost hit somebody's car.. OMG...

i was like "subhanallah, look at what I just did!!"

and nasib urang atu like hon keretanya..

or else... I would be in trouble..

like MAJOR trouble...

got in... I felt so scared to drive home..

and thank god... my friend, azim..

was online on FB..

and i was like "ok.. i think i should let this scared feelings out by telling somebody what just happened"

and it worked...

i felt calm a few minutes after that...

on my way home...

it was a total heavy raining...

and i got to drive at like 60km/hr..

sooooo slow...

and now.. im tired...

bye bye.

seriously, u name the title urself

2011-03-19T03:13:00.004+08:00

I really think that staying up all night has become my habit now as I am having a very very long holidays..

I cannot say that I am enjoying this 'cause u know what..

it sucks...

like seriously, I need some jobs...

at least when I get a job.. and get paid and has some shopping to do..like OMG...

i really want that...

even though I feel serene and sooo relax right now...

but... ugh.. seriously...

I am soooo tired of being jobless all day...

and I doo think that my face is getting "whiter" or brighter or u name it urself...

waaaa.. im sooo proud of it

hahahaa... but eventually, pimples start to grow... like

and back to the real point...

i think i should get over of this bad habit...

like i should sleep before 12... yeah.. I should and I must..

oh yeah...

i have something in mind...

when I am in uni few months later... I wanna join karate...

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaiya!!!

reason for that is that...

I wanna do something that is totally new..

and I feel like I should join this...

for self-defence of course..

and I dont wanna be a cheer-whore..

i know that's ridiculous...

and also...

I wanna join anything that involves singing..

which is something that I really enjoy..

alright alright.. i should get some sleep now...

american idol season 10

2011-03-18T01:45:00.007+08:00

just so you know... I watch american idol...

and this year's favorites are:-

stefano langone

pia toscano

both are sooo amazing.. sooo talented... and their voices blow me away...

like OMG...

I did not just say those words...

but I DID...

in the beginning... I really wanted a girl to win this competition..

because... it's been like a while since a girl won this competition...

but when I saw stefano singing during his audition... and concert

especially the top 12 concert...

I was like "OMG... this guy should win... OMG... he has just blown me away..."

BUT... when I saw pia singing in concert...

I was like "NO NO NO... she can win... she should win"

and that makes the two my favorites...

I am really loooking forward to american idol 10...

PIA or STEFANO...

it doesnt matter but I want both of them to be competing in the final...

I really hope both of them to be in the final...

a little bit about last night...

I made kuah satay again...

and it was surely a great success...

like I didnt have to refer to the recipes...

I can cook...

just like what ratatouille said...

"everyone can cook"

oh it's late already... time for me to sleep, i guess..

jobless

2011-03-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

well u can judge now about... how jobless I am right at this moment

JOBLESS JOBLESS JOBLESS...

destiny & friendship

2011-03-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

update for march 17

2011-03-17T00:56:00.005+08:00

it's midnight... and I actually have no idea what to update here...

hmmmm... let's see if I got something in mind right at this moment..

oh yeah...

I would like to thank to Azim for mentioning my name when he was interviewed yesterday during the academic award ceremony...

yeah...

I have to admit that my study skills were soo good but I was just sooo unfortunate..

never mind...

happy birthday to:
syazwan - 15.3
eyah - 16.3
aunt mariah - 17.3
yong apis - 17.3
may all ur dreams come true u guys...

april's coming...

I really hope that the homestay at Kg. Sg. Matan is really happening

it will be on april 9...

waaaaa... can't wait.. can't wait...

sleepover.. BBQ... with friends... OMG...

can't believe it...

hmmmm...

something reminds me of someone...

I just don't know why whenever I watch someone's kissing on TV...

it reminds me of... urgh.. alright...

skip skip skip...

is it me or is it ratatouille one of disney's best animation movies?

and it is a yes...

2 nights ago... I watched this movie.. and it was sooo awesome..

to be honest, it was actually my first time...

and whenever I look at the rat, it reminds me of my friend..

u know who u are~

I think I should get some sleep now...

good bye everybody

I miss doing homework.

2011-03-14T22:34:00.004+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

AND

HELLO PEOPLE

as u can see in the picture...

I was doing my sister's homework..

maths homework to be specific..

been a while... really been a while..

and I couldnt do some questions.. damn..

i wasnt like this when I was in sixth form..

'cause maths was like easy...

and If i couldnt do some questions, i could just approach my teacher during PS..

FYI, when I was in upper sixth, I approached teachers to ask questions like A LOT...

especially, PHYSICS!!!

waaaa.. i miss that...

and a moment ago, i just lost my magic.. uwaaaa...

i realized that i should work out not just my body but also my brain...

oh yeah, I am actually not fully recovered from tiredness...

'cause last night was totally a sleepless one...

I had to take care of my brother...

he was sick...

but now he is better... alhamdulillah...

update for march13

2011-03-13T20:14:00.004+08:00

hello everyone...

here's the update..

got up at 8am.. preparing to go out...

went to aneka rasa for breakfast around 10...

went to the mall at 11..

watching I AM NUMBER 4 at mall cineplex...

and this is Teresa Palmer...she is number 6... and also.. my favorite character in the movie.. OMG...

this movie is MAJOR... one of the awesome movies that i have ever watched...

and I am looking forward to the continuation... because the ending is still hangin'

wohooo... i hope ada...

then, jalan jalan around the mall..

my sisters shopped again.. phew...

i met haziq ali... as i promised that I would buy him food for his lunch...

hahaha.. makin lanji of course...

then went home around 3.30pm... takut nene marah..

and I am freakin tired now...

sooooooooooo sleepy as well...

and I havent done my isyak prayer yet... masya Allah...

alhamdulillah... I do my 5 prayers.. subuh is a bit hard... i know

FYI, i dont intend to like... show off ni aaaa...

i am just grateful..

and people...

please pray for me... pray that I will continue this good habit..

'cause I really want my future in akhirat to be bright as well..

thank u... insyaAllah...

Allah akan membalas doa anda.. =)

another confession

2011-03-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

my friend, aimee... just told differentia union.. my secret group on FB...

about her parents..

OMG.. it was soooo sad...

I almost cried... and I did.

uwaaaaa...

OMG...

It was really touching when she said that..

she still respects her mother even though her mother abandons her happiness..

and loves her sister more...

and she loves her sister..

that is soooooo noble...

it really is...

I didn't know all these...

until she told us everything a moment ago...

i thought she is always happy...

but inside her deep heart... she's screaming...

it's okay aimee..

u still have us... amazoners~

and I am always be the king of AMAZON..

cheers =)

I am sharing this because it's soooo noble...

and I have been through this kinda problem, maybe even worse that changed me forever..

but my friends supported me.. and my late mother was always be there..

and now.. I am happy...

I used to hate my dad but now... I don't..

I even love him more than anyone else in this world..

always remember'..

"after a hurricane comes a rainbow..."

ANTM Cycle 16

2011-03-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

just so u know...

I watch America's Next Top Model...

and this cycle... my favorite contestant is.... BRITANNI

and she got the most awesome makeover in ANTM history... for me.. hahahaa

and look at her! so sooooo stunning!

I hope she wins...

all my fav didnt actually win in previous cycles...

cycle 12 : allison.. runner up

cycle 13 : nicole.. ANTM

cycle 14 : raina... runner up

cycle 15 : ann.. ANTM

and now... I should get some sleep..

cause im going somewhere later with sisters and step mom...

freak out!

2011-03-12T16:09:00.004+08:00

RENUNGKANLAH:

Nu'aim bin Hammad meriwayatkan dengan sanadnya bahwa Rasulullah saw. bersabda: Bila telah muncul suara di bulan Ramadhan, maka akan terjadi huru-hara di bulan Syawwal...". Kami bertanya: "Suara apakah, ya Rasulullah?" Beliau menjawab: "Suara keras di pertengahan bulan Ramadhan, pada malam Jum'at, akan muncul suara keras yang membangunkan orang tidur, menjadikan orang yang berdiri jatuh terduduk, para gadis keluar dari pingitannya, pada malam Jum'at di tahun terjadinya banyak gempa. Jika kamu telah melaksanakan solat Subuh pada hari Jum'at, masuklah kamu ke dalam rumah kamu, tutuplah pintupintunya, sumbatlah lubang-lubangnya, dan selimutilah diri kamu, sumbatlah telinga kamu. Jika kalian merasakan adanya suara menggelegar, maka bersujudlah kalian kepada Allah dan ucapkanlah: "Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Rabb kami Al-Quddus!", kerana barangsiapa melakukan hal itu akan selamat, tetapi barangsiapa yang tidak melakukan hal itu akan binasa".

in 2012, 1st ramadan would be in July and it would also be on friday.. and 15th ramadan would be somewhere in August and would be on friday as well...

and I read something about NASA and about NIBIRU planet that is predicted orbitting near the earth on dec 21, 2012.

this orbitting causes earthquakes and major tsunami on earth.. this will also cause earth shifting its direction... brunei might not be in the equator region anymore.. they also predicted that 2/3 of world population would die.

OMG! how serious is that... I am totally freaked out... but insyallah, dengan berzikir.. kita mungkin terselamat..

can read here for more : http://jowo.jw.lt/books/2012/Peristiwa_Besar_2012_txt.txt

confession of an unlucky boy

2011-03-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

Next wednesday... there's gonna be an academic-award event in PTEM...

OMG.. I am sooo jealous... because.. I dont get any award from the school as i am not eligible enough to get one..

well.. my first time actually...

I got awards for my PSR, SSRU, PMB and O level... but this time.. uwaaaa..

sian...

but i can handle it...

my late mother told me not to be ego.. and just move on...

oh mother, I miss u so much... I miss kissing u every morning..

semoga roh beliau di tempatkan bersama orang orang yang beriman..

well.. this is life...

"u can't always get what u want"...

that is sooooooooo true...

anyway... congrats to those yang dapat awards~

I know it feels so good to be on stage... and people down there are gonna be adoring u.. whoaa..

i miss that feelings...

but danial, unfortunately, not this time..

u will feel it again next time...

u will..

sister's 17th birthday.

2011-03-11T20:44:00.004+08:00

first of all... I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sister...

NUR IZZAHLINA BINTI RAMADAN...

may all ur dreams come true...

I wish u every happiness and success...

the night before her birthday... we were kinda having some kind of small party...

we made kuah satay~

like OMG~

I didn't know that it was really that tiring...

2 hours!!!

the duration was 2 hours~ phew...

and also... we had pizza~

like usual...

it was fun though...

really fun..

and it was a great success... it was yummy...

hahahahaa...

i think i should try making it again next time...

with different ingredients~ i mean.. some additional ingredients like

lengkuas and ketumbar...

oh yeah.. my sisters didn't cook for me during lunch..

i was soo mad... but not that mad...

hahaaa...

i was just trying to be cool with em..

that was okay.. i could handle it...

no big deal...

alright... that's it!

pray for japan, people.

they got hit by tsunami...

and also... an earthquake...

i was really scared... but

everything was just fine after I did my asar prayer in the afternoon..

it was really calming..

alright!

I miss school life.

2011-03-09T10:37:00.005+08:00

Let me tell u something... I miss school so badly...

'cause I am sooooooooo jobless right now...

my HQ friends...

too bad aimee and haziq are not in the picture...

2035v... miss this group

and the fun that we had together during discussions...

maths class.. OMG!!!!

awesome class

awesome teacher...

but sorry teacher liza, aku inda dapat A in maths... uwaaaa...

physics class...

I loved this class...

like I was happy everytime i enterd this clas..

just dont know why.. but i did..

and sorry teacher for getting a C in physics...

and I do miss my chemistry class as well..

especially..

geng semeja ku.. both adri and ahmadi...

and my EAS class...

i was quiet in EAS class i just dont know why...

formspring

2011-03-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

you can ask me anything here.

but please, appropriate questions.

http://www.formspring.me/DannyPopey

update for march 8

2011-03-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

it's almost 1am already...

and my eyes are still wide open..

well, I am gonna tell u about korean dramas that I've watched recently..

1. secret garden.

it's the most awesome drama ever!

I love the songs..

and the msg ringtone... "munja wa shong, munja wa shong"

it's like my msg tone now...

hahahaa

2. dream high

awesome drama as well..

that's all i guess.. i mean for the korean drama part..

now I am gonna tell u about my life recently...

I've been through some difficulties...which u guys dont wanna hear it..

like.. if i was gonna tell u all of em it would take like 3 days to finish em..

I am just exaggerating but it's kinda like that...

but then... my family and friends support me..

I feel like all those probs are vanished...not entirely..

just a feeling okay...

alright, how bout love?

well... i dont think i got time thinking of it...

maybe next time..

'cause I dont have any love story to share...

I guess that's all... see u...

what a day!

2011-03-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

alright... just a little bit about today..

1st..

I went shopping with my sisters...

it was awesome...

but it could be more awesome if my dad joined in.. so that my dad could just pay all the stuff and not us... but never mind..

it was still awesome..

I spent like more than a hundred bucks this time..

well.. not this only time actually..

I always spend more than that every month.. HAHAHA

overall, I could say..

me and my sisters spent like $500+ today...

wohoooooooo...

we just loooooooooove shopping so damn much!!!

we went to the mall gadong to find some stuff like new shoes, bags...etc...

we had our dinner at the mall as well...

and some kind of late dinner at the arch...

having latte, banana fritters, toasts, etc.. we just loooooooove eating~

it's been quite a while u know...

like... a while...

I also met some of my seniors like zeenoren *dont know the spelling*

she's still pretty~

and then... errrrr.... i think that's all...

I really had fun...

oh yeah.. my sister's 17th birthday is coming...

so this friday... we're ordering pizza~

gonna have somekind of small party... but meaningful of course...

just to congratulate my sis... for growing up..

alright... that's all.. good bye~

Curhat? not really

2011-03-07T01:52:00.004+08:00

well HELLO everybody...

I just feel like updating this blog...

I realize something...

analyze these results...

PSR:

maths - A

BM - A

sci - B

GP - B

eng - C

SSRU: (pangkat 1, agg 5)

al-quran - A1

fiqh 1 - A1

tauhid - A1

fiqh 2 - B3

tarikh - A1

tasauf - A2

faraidh - A1

tajwid - A2

PMB:

maths - A1

sci - A2

IRK - A2

BM - B3

geo - B3

woodwork - B3

history - B4

eng - C5

O Level: 9'Os

BM - A2

maths - B3

physics - B3

chemistry - C6

biology - C6

geo - C6

a. maths - C6

eng - C6

irk - C6

A Level: 3'A Level (220 points)

maths - B (BACC)

physics - C (BAADB)

chemistry - E

GP - b

EAS - d

see... I haven't got any outstanding results yet except for SSRU...

this time... i'm gonna do my degree at UBD...

I'm gonna be taking BSc in applied physics...

I really wanna prove to people that I am really that great..

for some reasons, I am afraid that I am not that humble..

but I am sorry I have to say something like this...

well.. every word is doa...

one of my physics classmates in PTEM said to me that I was really a genius..

he got 3As (360 points)

in class.. we were like competitions..

i mean... I always got higher marks than him but in the end... he turned out to get an A in physics and I got a C...

see... that's what I am talking about...

what is it about me that is not good enough?

what am I lacking of?

if u wanna see my spirit.. I got that...

my friends always like my spirit...

effort? yeah.. I am a work-hard person...

I came to school almost everyday...

I did homework..

I respect my teachers...

my intention?

one of my friends said that my intention was really noble...

I study because of my family..

i wanna help my dad...

I wanna help my brother... my siblings.. really..

BUT... WHAT IS IT?

can somebody please tell me...

I think I am done now..

oh yeah...

tomorrow.. i mean later...

I am gonna go shoppping with my sisters.. HAHAHA..

see u guys at the mall... bye bye..

2011-02-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since I updated my last post...

well never mind...

I'll just simply tell u the whole story...

1st of all... I already got my driving licence... AWESOME!!!

and the good thing about it is that...

I can drive to BANDAR... wohoooo~

fascinating...

2nd of all... I have already submitted my HECAS application...

to PTEM.. ITB and UBD...

the courses are... *just in case u people want to know*

1. Bachelor Of Science in maths or applied physics.. still deciding...

2. BEng in Mechanical

3. BEng in Electrical..

but the truth is... I only wanna do the BSc...

3rd of all...

I miss someone...

4th of all...

I really wanna thank azim ..

he gave me such an adorable badge even though the cost is like I cent

but it is really meaningful to me...

it's ratatouille's badge.. isnt it adorable? awwwwwww....

i mean... im kinda person who barely accepts gifts from friends..

thanks

ermmm next...

I really need to find a job now...

I prefer to become a maths or phys tuition teacher...

while I am doing my degree nanti..

still wanna do it as kerja sembilan...

well.. dont wanna harapkan duit my dad sajaaa...

huhu..

i think that's all...

assalamualaikum...

byee people..

2011

2011-01-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum people.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

*I know it's tooo late saying that but at least~*

something happened to me recently.

well actually a lot of things.

whole new experiences.

I am just so confused now.

and happy.

ok. let me tell u...

2010, I left my lovelife..

reason for that is that...

love is sooo painful sometimes...

very very painful...

and.. i cant stand missing someone so badly...

i feel like my whole world... uhh.. i dont know..

i was in love with someone in 2009...

then i decided to forget this love...

2010 was totally a no love year for me...

because i thought that i managed to forget this love...

but this year...

oh nooooooo... this feeling... comes back..

even stronger...

i am dying.. i am dying... I AM DYING

uhh... missing someone is... ohhhhh... cant stand it...

soo hard...

I wish i would come up with some solutions..

alright, good bye people.

will update this soon..

and wish me luck.

"friends stay forever, lovers don't"

Popey

2010-02-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

we're POPEY a.k.a Ramadan
well, my big bro doesnt like taking photos so much so that is why it's only 3 of us up there..

Selamat menyambut maulud nabi muhammad saw.

everyday routine

2010-02-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

I watch this korean drama
"heading to the ground"
everyday at 8pm..
thanks to RTB2

main characters:

1. Yun-ho as Cha Bong-gun

2. Ko Ah-ra as Kang Hae-bin
she's beautiful~

3. Lee Sang-yoon as Jang Seung-woo

4. Lee Yeon-ji as Ah Yeon-i

Important things in my life

2010-02-22T21:46:00.001+08:00

these are my best friends.
i love them.
they are very very important to me.

Pantai Muara Again!!

2010-02-21T21:38:00.004+08:00

I went to Pantai Muara,
with Babah and aunt.. and my lovely sister..
Had a teh-tarik-and-cucur-pisang break..
siuk laaa kat pandai..
I felt calm..and fresh!

Assessment

2010-02-19T17:25:00.002+08:00

YO!!
I have already got my first assessment result..
I got....
CDDe
c=maths
d=chemistry and physics
e=english AS
CRAP!!

But I won't give up..
my next target will be...
BCCd or better
b=maths
c=chemistry and physics
d=english AS
for the next assessment..

Pray for me everyone.. thank u.. I appreciate that..

ONE DAY!!

2010-02-15T23:20:00.005+08:00

ONE DAY..
I got up in the morning and realized that I was a PTEM student...
I was no more a smsonian..

I still anggap myself as a smsonian..
I think BY NOW I should be saying good bye to all those memories..
I am gonna miss u guys always..

not to forget.. hagee.. khairi.. ijaat.. syazwi.. smualah yg SMMHT..

random

2010-02-14T14:14:00.002+08:00

I found this arh jiran sebelah.. HAHA

taylor swift - teardrops on my guitar

2010-02-14T02:49:00.002+08:00

2010-02-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
to
AHMAD WAJDI

Chilling at Pantai Muara

2010-02-13T21:16:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!
lets go chilling with me at pantai muara.
it was awesome actually.

2010-01-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

hello everyone..
it's been a while since my last post..
hahaha.. gosh.. im really dont have blogging mood.. seriously..

okay..
this post will be about...

1st.. i am no more a smsonian..
huhuu.. very sad about that..
u know what..
smso is like a family..
we worked together as a family.. a team..
and it was great..
i miss smso so badly..
goshh.. i wish i could go there now.. i mean during daylight not in the middle of the night like this.. hahaha
i wanna meet my friendss... i miss them!! :'(

2nd.. i am a p-t-e-m student now..
the school is so damn great..
extremely big.. huge..
whoww..
i met my old friends again.. hahahaa..
great..
and i love the school's labs..
but.. i dont like my classes..
semua be-aircond aaa..
i am freezing like everyday.. goshh..
yeah.. most said that i am lucky to get those classes..
but for me.. naaa... it is the other way around..
oh yeah..
people here use english as their 1st language..
and it is like malay is their 2nd language..
whoww.. feeling down is not a good idea, isn't it??
so i have to be like them as well..
i have to speak like them..
okay..
i think that's all..
booooring right??
yeah.. next time.. insya allah.. i'll tell u guys great storiess.. heheh

2009-12-13T03:05:00.000+08:00

I live somewhere in berangan area with my usu.
i mean, during this school holiday.

november update.

2009-11-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

it has been a while i dont update my blog..
maybe it is true then..
"LESS UPDATES, LESS STALKER"
haha.. there is no such thing..

today is the 3rd day of holiday..
tomorrow, I'll be going to Temburong for the Outward Bound course..
maigad..
it's gonna be my new experience..
my first camping i guess..
hahaa..
and I will meet my dad tomorrow..

oh yeah.. he might buy n97 for me next week..
MIGHT!!
haahaa..
i have been waiting for it since october..
maigad!!
long time!!
okay okay.. i think that's all..
will update my blog next time.. good bye..

2009-11-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

mizah and me

Nokia N97

2009-10-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

I am gonna get this phone very very soon.
tunggu jaa yer..

Lentera Senandung Budaya

2009-10-17T14:52:00.001+08:00

This photo was taken masa sambutan hari raya aidilfitri anjuran Jabatan Belia Dan Sukan Tutong pada 9hb Oktober 2009 yang lalu.

me!!

2009-10-11T13:14:00.001+08:00

Danialicious

Taylor Swift

2009-10-02T17:36:00.001+08:00

Milik siapakah gadis ini?
hehe..
she's my favourite artiste..

Bazilah & Me

2009-10-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

Briefing at Sekolah Yayasan

2009-10-02T08:58:00.003+08:00

yeah.. i am one of the selected students BUT..
the requirement is.. almost impossible..
I must get AAA at A Level in order to enter the University.
and this sounds.. DAMN!!
besides that..
applicants have to pass pre-tests and also the interview..
hehee.. =)

Momsick!!

2009-09-28T02:18:00.003+08:00

It's 2am+..
I was woken up by I-don't-know..
and I cried.. missing my mother so badly..
oh god, i cant stand anymore..
i just don't know how to face my mornings without a kiss from my mother..
it was a kind of routine.. or i could say, a habit..
BUT now, no one could do that to me..
no one..
it is like in every second, i cant forget my mom..
not at all..
my advice to some people yang kadang kadang benci ia punya parents,
please.. dont.. jangan..
once kamu kehilangan, it is not easy to face that..
hargai ur parents bebanar..
I dont mean that I inda hargai my parents before this..
i never hate my parents.. never..

huhu.. done with that..
moving on..

my mother was hospitalized for more than 2 months..
from a statement of the death certificate, my mom menderita penyakit Leukimia for one year!!
not only Leukimia, but also some other penyakits..
oh god, she didnt tell us that!!

it was a kind of fact..
she knew that she was gonna pass away before ia ke Johor msa tu..
that's why ia 'bekaras' kan belayar dlam keadaan sakit sekali pun..
how come i didnt realize that..
di dalam bilik my mom,
ada dilekatkan arh dinding, 'tanda-tanda 100 hari sebelum meninggal, ...' something like that..
and also,
she bought a lot of books pasal 'menjauhi azab kubur'.. something like that..

I cant stand..
everytime I think about her..
hati sedih.. air mata mcm nak keluar..

sebelum masuk ICU..
my mom bgtauu bestfriendnyaa..
ia nampak roh mulah nene melagau memanggil ia balik..
and..
pada malam my mom meninggal,
my nene laki yang di sungai teraban KB mimpi ia..
since my mom tu menantu kesayangannyaa..
Ya Allah, berkuasa sungguh..

masa detik terakhir tu,
I was the one yang membacakan shahadah..
and msa nurse announced yg my mom sudah nadaa..
hanya tuhan yang tau canaa rasanyaa..
and
msa memandikan my mom..
my sis izzah and zaza ikut..
but my sis izzah pengsan..
oh god, i couldnt do anything but crying..
aku kesian liat my sis..
ia tahan ia pnya nanesh..
if aku, aku inda dpt tahan tuu..

tapi aku bersyukur,
sebab.. my mom meninggal pada malam jumaat dan pada sepuluh malam terakhir bulan ramadhan..
before kana hantar ke rumah my uncle..
nurse ckp yg muka my mom tu nampak berseri-seri msa kana mandikan..
mudahan roh my mom dicucuri rahmat.. amin..

Al-Fatihah..

Eddy's birthday

2009-09-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

to EDDY ASRONIE,
sweet 17.

Fourth day of Raya

2009-09-25T18:56:00.009+08:00

Date: 24th September 2009
Location: Kg. Katimahar

I love you, bey

2009-09-24T03:20:00.001+08:00

Oh Bey,
I love you, I love you, I love you.
Oh tuhan, aku cinta dia.
aku cinta dia *scream*

nokia 5800 express music

2009-09-24T03:00:00.000+08:00

sabarr.. babah janji dah nak belikan yg ne..

Second day of Raya

2009-09-23T00:01:00.014+08:00

First day of Raya.

2009-09-22T11:46:00.011+08:00

1st thing first,
selamat hari raya aidilfitri to semua umat islam di dunia amnya dan penduduk negara brunei darussalam khasnya.
these are some photos taken yesterday.

2009-09-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

7th monthsary!!

2009-09-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

pada 10hb September 2009,
aku telah kehilangan seorang ibu yang ku sayang..
ada beberapa perkara yang tidak sempat aku lakukan untuk ibuku..
di antaranya ialah:

1. menghantar beliau ke makkah menunaikan haji.
2. memperlihatkan beliau kejayaan ku.
3. menjaga beliau.
4. memperlihatkan beliau bahawa aku seorang anak yang soleh.
huhuu..

kehilangan seorang ibu adalah satu kehilangan besar bagiku,
aku tak dapat menahan air mata di saat detik detik terakhir aku melihat beliau hidup.
namun aku redha.
tuhan sayang my mother.
aku tak dapat berbuat apa selain mendoakan semoga roh beliau dicucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan bersama golongan mereka yang masuk syurga.
terima kasih diucapkan kepada mereka yang mengenali beliau ketika beliau masih hidup dan pernah membahagiakan beliau.

al-fatihah.

OCTOBER!!

2009-09-09T02:05:00.003+08:00

What does your birth month say about you?

- Clairvoyant.
- Nature lover.
- You are a born leader.
- People look up to you.
- Amiable.
- Honest.
- More emotional than practical.
- Rebellious at times.
-... Totally independent.
- Good looker.
- Clever.
- Faithful towards family, friends and your love.
- You give importance where due.
- Dedicated and hard working.

*the highlighted ones are what I like the most laa aa..

2009-09-08T19:11:00.001+08:00

Ada urang meracun aku!!
Azmi & Ameer~
i like this phone..
nokia 5800 express music..

2009-09-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,
NORBAZILAH BTE YUSOP

2009-09-07T06:28:00.001+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Nuzul Al-Quran

2009-09-07T04:47:00.000+08:00

I want you to HUG me, bey..

I love SHOPPING!!

2009-09-07T04:22:00.004+08:00

I went shopping last time with my dad and my sister, izzah, and u know what..
I spent more than $100 just to buy something like shampoo,
pencuci muka, something like that..
shampoo : sunsilk & johnson baby
facial treatment : eversoft, gilette, schick
body : johnson baby milk bath, citra, rexona for men
perfume : brave (silky for men)
huhu..
blum g bali baju tuu.. huhu..
anyway,
i just LOVE shopping so much..

Ne-Yo - Mad lyrics

2009-09-06T11:16:00.005+08:00

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is i'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(and what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[what happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And i ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

this song reminds me of someone.. i love u

2009-09-06T10:12:00.003+08:00

goodbye E65..
huhu..
for almost 3 months dah aku inda pakai that phone..
and bru bru ane antar kdai kan cek apa rusaknyaa..
but then.. tukang usai tuu ckp buleh usai tapi it's gonna be so mahal..
so i decided.. inda payah usai..
cian eee..
byk knangan tuu that phonee..
tarikh membali that phone was 7th October 2007, ari jadi sii razi x aaa..
yatah aku ingat atuu..
huhuu..

and then.. i have to buy a new phone.. dunno bilaa.. even though aku batah dah mengidam this phone.. tapi it's okay..
my mom needs the money more than me..
huhuu..

2009-09-04T13:23:00.001+08:00

Di saat aku berduka,
ada seorang yang telah membuat ku merasakan kebahagiaan..
I AM HAPPY, I LOVE YOU

2009-09-04T12:15:00.005+08:00

Tarikh : 3rd September 2009
Tempat : Jabatan Belia Dan Sukan, Tutong
Note : It was totally siuk.. adaa BBQ tiaa.. siuk laa.. kami last day whaa tuu that's why kami berhibur bebanar.. sal inda tauu lagi bilaa dpt jmpaa kwn2 baru atuu.. huhu..

Tempat : Kg. Penanjong, Tutong

When this guy main yaa punyaa keyboard, i was bangang.. totally.. he is a great pianist, guitarist.. huhu.. salute!!
oh yeah, i tidur umahnyaa smlm.. huhu..
kami alum mandi msa tuu !!!

gambar berabut rabut neee... hahaa.. sal aku kan balik..
P/S; to my Qbabe, jan lagi nyamal aa.. susah ati me u atuu..

2009-09-02T18:55:00.003+08:00

Goodbye Syazwi..
I'm gonna miss u a lot..
huhu..
He is a very good friend.. (my bestfriend)
Ea always being cool, sporting and jarang marah..
and now.. aku sunyi ne masa p.s sal nada iaa..
selalunyaa kami share ceta lahh tuu time p.s aa..
huhu..
anyway..
take care wii aa di JIS aa..
and study smart.. huhu..
ada kami contact kauu tuu if kami kan jalan.. okay..
and aku ingat psanan mu wii.. no worriess..

2009-08-28T03:11:00.000+08:00

hahaaa!!

2009-08-28T02:49:00.002+08:00

i was stalking *kedapatan tia* bazilah's blog and I found this..
actually, i had seen this photo before but i didnt realize that it was nice.. haha
and now.. i realize that it is NICE.. astee
*p/s: i love you, bizi.. hahaa.. biar kauu*

Vaining with d80

2009-08-28T01:57:00.004+08:00

Nama : Muhd. Khairul Azmi Bin Tunggal
Tarikh : 24hb Ogos 2009
Tempat : Taman Permainan berdekatan dengan Jabatan Belia & Sukan, Tutong

2009-08-22T06:03:00.001+08:00

i miss SMMHT
because.. that's school makin lawa..
huhu..
far better than SMSO..

2009-08-22T04:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FASTING to all muslims..
semoga ibadat kita diterima, amin~

2009-08-21T21:54:00.001+08:00

that's me and bazilah..
hehe..
we are very rapat masa nee..
and other member is yante..
at school, kami tiga selalu sesama..
hehe.. i enjoy bekawan sama drg..
hehee..
tapi ada gosip between aku sama bizi last time..
no lahh.. kami kawan shaa..
hehe.. kn kn bizi??
so masa ne..
kami tiga bestfriends..

2009-08-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

6th Monthsarry,
I love u..

i dont wanna hate u..

2009-08-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

i don't want to hate you,
STINKY PIE!!
BUT
u make me hate u!!

Position in Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar 2009/2010

2009-08-17T12:24:00.002+08:00

I told my friends that i want this position because of
"GILA PANGKAT"
hahaa..
not actually..
u know what,
one of my ambitions is to be a secretary, i mean in ministry's office..
hehee..
that's why i choose this work..
i learn how to handle everything to do with papers..
huhu..
that's it.. not because of pangkat aa~

At Pantai!!

2009-08-16T09:49:00.000+08:00

izzah & zaza

2009-08-16T02:51:00.002+08:00

I love this song!!

DONG BANG SHIN KI (DBSK) - HUGS (ENGLISH VERSION )

Hero) Once I say I love you I think you
Would be gone, oh baby~
Cuz we are too young to love so I can say
Little long~ hold you in my arms

Micky) but I will be waiting for you
To say you want me to be with you
I'll live in your love and
Your dream forever and ever

Hero) whenever you look in my eyes
There are so many smiles and tears
I was born to love feel so deep inside.
If you need me I'll be your man
(I'll be your man)

Xiah) whenever you look in my eyes,
I do want to show you my love
I make up my mind make your dreams come true. nobody can stop me to say I love you.

Max) How can I ask who you're still looking for
I'm the one since love seems to make me blind
I try to find All day long
But I cannot hold

U-Know) we talk on the phone every night
And so came closer day by day
I touch you and kiss you and hold you
To feel but in dream

Micky) whenever you look in my eyes
Xiah) there are so many smiles and tears
Micky) I was born to love feel so deep inside
Xiah) If you need me I'll be your man
(I'll be your man)
Max) whenever you look in my eyes
I do want to show you my love

All) I make up my mind make your
Dreams come true

Max) nobody can stop me to say

Xiah) I love you~

All) in my arms, in my soul
I want to hold you baby

You don't know how much I love you
Do you baby

Hero) Like a sun rising up,
I can't stop loving you.
Can't hold back anymore~

Max) whenever you look in my eyes
There are so many smiles and tears

Xiah) I was born to love feel so deep inside
If you need me,
I'll be your man (I'll be your man)

Hero) whenever you look in my eyes (in my eyes)
I do want to show you my love

All) I make up my mind make your dreams come true

Hero) nobody can stop me to say, I love you.

2009-08-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

i love SUPER JUNIOR

2009-08-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

first time in my life,
i did worse in exam!!
OMG!!

MATHS - 71 (C)
CHEMISTRY - 44 (E)
PHYSICS - 45 (D)
GP - 52 (C)

huhuu.. that's my result!!
worst!!!

2009-08-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

i was kissed !!!
by .....
di pipi plg sajaa..
but it was my 1st time.. and i was bangang..
mcm..
entah.. idk the feeling..
ohh.. rupanya catu rasa kna cium..
i mean by someone yg aku pernah suka..
and.. entah.. hahaa..

The Best Day Of My Life

2009-08-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

07.08.09..
Best Day And Funniest Day.
1st, I met my Kat unexpectedly..
2nd, We won Pertandingan Nadwah..
tetapi we performed persembahan paling bodoh..
hahaa..
we belatih masa the day kami belawan..
and dapat naib juara.. alhamdulillah..
that's all..
these are some pictures taken masa ari atuu..
byk plg lagi actually.. tp inda buleh..
krg ada urg jeless.. ok.. that's all..
next time lagi updatee..

Ameer's birthday.

2009-07-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th birthday, best friend.
AMEER FARHAN ZAILANI

199th post

2009-06-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hello guys..
emmm.. again just a simple and short one..
huhu..
i am not having the mood actually..

oh yeahh..
i just wanna apologize to Tashia, Ameer and Dina for showing
u guys my moody face this afternoon..
sorry i didnt tell u the reasons..
maybe i shouldnt hang out with kamu today..
because..
my mom is sick..
and i need to take care of her..
sorry..
but i was happy seeing u guys.. kinda miss kamu a lot.. haha
and upcoming activities with friends should be cancelled out..
thanks for inviting me..
i cant make it..
just have fun guys.. okay..

another reason..
i did invite haziq and azmi to come..
but they couldnt come..
and i was a bit sad about it..
because i miss them so much..
okay..

hmmm..
i think i need to move on..
i just dont wanna stuck loving someone which i knew that i couldnt get the love..
and..
i think i like someone.. i think!!
hehe..
the first person to know this was Bazilah..
thanks bizi.. p/s: good luck.. u got what i mean..
dont tell anyone about this okay..
i am not ready..
anyway.. she's so lawa..
i love that kind of face.. hehe..
and i am now trying to make her like me..
then, love me!!
hehe..
insyallah if ada jodoh, kami kana satukan..
if not, she's not my luck!!
i think everyone knows that theory..
haha..

okay.. that's all i guess..
good byee..

Vaining infront of Camera

2009-06-23T14:32:00.003+08:00

Nurul Hidayah
Muhd. Azizzul Hakim
Nurul Aqilah
Maz Hazlie
Maz Hazlin
Maz Haziq

2009-06-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

4th Monthsarry..

2009-06-20T15:13:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!!
yesterday..
i saw someone like Kat..
totally samaa..
the style..
the way of walking..
and of course..
and i was melted by it!!

i was accompanying my aunt di tutong buying food, etc..
and i saw ea di central mall..
and i was dup dap dup dap..

kan pengsan..
and hiding!!

okay.. then ea disappeared..
i was like "phew"..

then went to Hua Ho..
and aku terjumpa ea lagi!!
OMG!!
and this time lebih dekat..
and thank god that it was not kat..
haha..
another "phew"..

oh yeah..
thanks ameer and tashia sal balas my msg..
haha..
i totally needed to calm down on that point..

okay.. simple!!